3.17.11
everyone has departed to lansing, and i must say i’m a bit more than lonely. i don’t know what i’ll do next year, everyone says i’ll move on, that i’ll make new friends, but i just can’t imagine it; i’m afraid. i can feel myself pulling away from the ones i am closest to in order to soften the blow. i know that this is not the solution, but possibly the cause of the problem, however, i feel helpless when it comes to fixing it.
other than that, i do believe we’re at 79 days until i enter the high school as a last time as a student.
